Part of me, though, wonders if the sexual attraction is crucial to your feeling so close to him. Take your time, figure it out, and don’t cave. It’s not worth it.A few months ago I was up late one night watching porn and masturbating when I stumbled upon a website to meet local guys in the area. I've watched gay porn for a few years now, although I've never thought of myself as gay.
I've been in a relationship with a girl that I love for almost 3 years. However, I've always wondered what being with a guy would be like so I signed up and spent all night searching around and looking at these guys profiles. I started talking to a guy online the morning after I signed up for the website. He was in his mid-thirties and from the pictures looked to be fairly muscular and in good shape. His profile didn't state the size of his cock as many others did, the only information of his cock that he put forth was that he was uncut.
